Saturday, January 24, 2004
wateva happened today was so fustrated........i hate the world....not fair at all.......so sad.....but who cares.....i wanna die........better for life.......plz.....who promised somethng and did not do was reali fustrating......wateva......can anyone teach me to become a better person for the person i m now....?????......if there is plz tell......me.....let me change into a better person.......guide me....i shall not falter.......plz anyone guide me....as soon as possible.......
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
wadeva...same old day before new year...sleep whole day....who cares about wat the world happen....
Friday, January 16, 2004
Jasmine is acting weird cauz she wants to two timer me and another person cannot tell.........heck but no chance......anyway yesterday was damn boring cauz of my maths.......i did not show the explanation of the math sums.....i had to redo.....i cant use mental calculation......omg i m going to hate life in school.....who can save me??......well....no one..........(quite cold)....who cares..??....all i wish is all the girls and boys reading this......CONGRATS......Raise to sec one....dun be childish cauz this would be hard for u in school cauz now teachers are looking for dedicated students so plz rememeber to do well.......
Today......another boring day......sleeping in class.......my physics and chem teachers look dork.............alot of sec one girls came in.....but all are lamers......who cares.....i rather go to my school roof top better....more quiet.....^ ^
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
On 24 December 2004
I had a girlfriend......but i cant be with her until serene gets her boyfriend...and today my girlfriend ask me....Do u love me??......I was shocked cauz she never trust me as i trusted her so much.....i juz wanna let serene knows not all boys r as bad....i wanna show her wat love is and no one knows...that she is all alone......to handle her fate.....i juz wanna help out as a friend........i wanna let those girls that hates boys knows that not all boys are that bad juz that girls have to be straightforward.......i think i cant even help serene....i wanna help her....
I had a girlfriend......but i cant be with her until serene gets her boyfriend...and today my girlfriend ask me....Do u love me??......I was shocked cauz she never trust me as i trusted her so much.....i juz wanna let serene knows not all boys r as bad....i wanna show her wat love is and no one knows...that she is all alone......to handle her fate.....i juz wanna help out as a friend........i wanna let those girls that hates boys knows that not all boys are that bad juz that girls have to be straightforward.......i think i cant even help serene....i wanna help her....
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
On 23 December
I m all alone in the house.....no one to celebrate christmas with em anyway......i had gave my word to serene that i would not find a girlfirend until she finds a good guy that she can trust......somemore.......i may........be single for now until serene is done..................................somemore i found out who is Ee Iyn and jasmine.........Ee Iyn is my daughter and jasmine is only a friend and she told me to be her god-brother but i refused....hmmm.........funni...i m not a good guy but why she wants me to be her god Brother.........
I m all alone in the house.....no one to celebrate christmas with em anyway......i had gave my word to serene that i would not find a girlfirend until she finds a good guy that she can trust......somemore.......i may........be single for now until serene is done..................................somemore i found out who is Ee Iyn and jasmine.........Ee Iyn is my daughter and jasmine is only a friend and she told me to be her god-brother but i refused....hmmm.........funni...i m not a good guy but why she wants me to be her god Brother.........
Today......On Tuesday.....23 December 2004
Bad day....morning....(Ee Iyn) called....i dont know who she reali is so i went to find out but.....no avail....and i was so bored....msn nobody....heck....where is everyone??.....i called Jasmine...who i dont know of....and Linda and Yi Ling......all of them never take my call but not jasmine...i juz called her and when i mention serene....she hang up the phone...heck so embarressed when a girl hang up on boy.....somemore i called several times.....wat is the world coming to............
Bad day....morning....(Ee Iyn) called....i dont know who she reali is so i went to find out but.....no avail....and i was so bored....msn nobody....heck....where is everyone??.....i called Jasmine...who i dont know of....and Linda and Yi Ling......all of them never take my call but not jasmine...i juz called her and when i mention serene....she hang up the phone...heck so embarressed when a girl hang up on boy.....somemore i called several times.....wat is the world coming to............
Monday, December 22, 2003
On Monday 22 December 2004
Today is a very bad day.....nothing to do and was scolded for nothing.....so lonely...somemore i m stuck in one room doing nothing though i can go down but still it is pointless.....The school secretary told me Mr Mok is not in school...so call next time...omg i was looking for him juz wanna talk to him cauz he always say...."We want to help u"...but i dont remember him helping me much...lol...
Samuel wants to meet me on Wednesday.....Maybe busy on that day but we shall see....Lawrence Wee....the guy who was totured by samuel...he is quite pitiful...i wanna help him but he bullys my cousin if not i will help him....*sigh why muz these always happens to me...i hope there will be enough holiday for me to rest so i wont be bored.....in school.... Of course =p.....Bleah..Kevin went for a haircut but dont reali know wat will he look like....wahahahaha....i m going to laugh at him when he comes back...
Liz said julia was ditched by me......but i dont remember ditching her or do i know her....=s...so i think i have to find out for myself by asking them not personally but using someone to help me so that i wont be found out.....
Today is a very bad day.....nothing to do and was scolded for nothing.....so lonely...somemore i m stuck in one room doing nothing though i can go down but still it is pointless.....The school secretary told me Mr Mok is not in school...so call next time...omg i was looking for him juz wanna talk to him cauz he always say...."We want to help u"...but i dont remember him helping me much...lol...
Samuel wants to meet me on Wednesday.....Maybe busy on that day but we shall see....Lawrence Wee....the guy who was totured by samuel...he is quite pitiful...i wanna help him but he bullys my cousin if not i will help him....*sigh why muz these always happens to me...i hope there will be enough holiday for me to rest so i wont be bored.....in school.... Of course =p.....Bleah..Kevin went for a haircut but dont reali know wat will he look like....wahahahaha....i m going to laugh at him when he comes back...
Liz said julia was ditched by me......but i dont remember ditching her or do i know her....=s...so i think i have to find out for myself by asking them not personally but using someone to help me so that i wont be found out.....
Sunday, December 21, 2003
On Saturday again......20 December 2004
Omg....yesterday was so bad.....we wasted more than 100 bucks together with samuel and brandon and kevin........we were half dead cauz we had not rest for very long as the movie Lord od the Rings:Return of the Kings was soooo nice as i like Legolas bow skills....lol......Somemore we went to LAN gaming which i was paying for everyone.......omg.....we r so tired when we reach home........We were having fun for a long time so i think i will die if it keeps going on.........but it was fun....i wish there would be another time.....wahahahahaha.....i lost my handphone in samuel's car...omg i was so shocked.............got my handphone very late......omg........i wish i can make yi ling into a better person but she is reali reali hard to change.................Heck....somemore my handphone had twenty missed calls...
Omg....yesterday was so bad.....we wasted more than 100 bucks together with samuel and brandon and kevin........we were half dead cauz we had not rest for very long as the movie Lord od the Rings:Return of the Kings was soooo nice as i like Legolas bow skills....lol......Somemore we went to LAN gaming which i was paying for everyone.......omg.....we r so tired when we reach home........We were having fun for a long time so i think i will die if it keeps going on.........but it was fun....i wish there would be another time.....wahahahahaha.....i lost my handphone in samuel's car...omg i was so shocked.............got my handphone very late......omg........i wish i can make yi ling into a better person but she is reali reali hard to change.................Heck....somemore my handphone had twenty missed calls...
On saturday......20 of December
Today is soooo boring.... i wish all the girls wold be reali true to love cauz they only play with it and treat boys like fag.....well i cant say more bad about girls cauz i m not that good either.......Today...kevin juz whacked my ass at the stairs....omg pain......I remember eunice....liz and julia photo.......wahahahahaahahaaha all wear specs....well that aint too bad cauz i also like specs but i dont have then......yesterday rain so hard....omg......samuel....kevin...brandon and me......we were soooo wet.......this wednesday we shall bring umbrella but planning to let kevin take all wahahaahahahaha well we r evil........hmm.....maybe i should help him.......i will try to change liz....eunice and julia not to look down on boys........
Today is soooo boring.... i wish all the girls wold be reali true to love cauz they only play with it and treat boys like fag.....well i cant say more bad about girls cauz i m not that good either.......Today...kevin juz whacked my ass at the stairs....omg pain......I remember eunice....liz and julia photo.......wahahahahaahahaaha all wear specs....well that aint too bad cauz i also like specs but i dont have then......yesterday rain so hard....omg......samuel....kevin...brandon and me......we were soooo wet.......this wednesday we shall bring umbrella but planning to let kevin take all wahahaahahahaha well we r evil........hmm.....maybe i should help him.......i will try to change liz....eunice and julia not to look down on boys........
